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2009-4-20

2009-4-20

大學時在京都住過一個多月
7~8月
艷陽,或者暴雨
晴朗的低氣壓
清新的空氣
河水閃爍的鴨川

我肯定京都是我在日本最喜歡的地方
其次應該是北海道
東京站在很遠很遠的旁邊

以上是故事背景


事實就是,昨晚香港很悶熱,氣壓奇低
走在中環,我的記憶突然與那年的京都重疊
然後開始不能自控地懷念起那時光
回憶中所有美好和悲傷,都會像麥芽糖一樣把人重重黏住

好想回去好想回去好想回去
那麼年輕
那麼無知無畏
那麼充滿希望
那麼勇往直前

結果我一直到現在還未能擺脫那感覺
懷念從前時產生的特有甘酸感令我失去動力
回憶的感覺很美
回憶的感覺也很頹廢

醒醒,過去已經永遠逝去了
能重拾的只有那種心境
帶著當年的力量回到今天吧

愛上阿蘭·達瓦卓瑪

2009-4-19
 
星期五晚看見她唱的赤壁下主題曲登上公信榜第一
那時我還不知道她是誰
本來只是好奇想聽下這歌什麼模樣
結果,完全被她的歌聲和她這個人吸引住了
 
真是很奇妙啊
星期六上午我還在感嘆很少有流行女歌手唱歌能令我覺得感動,然後下午開始我就一直在聽阿蘭的歌
一直聽到今天還在聽=v=
人長得美,聲音更美,個性可愛,才華出眾,努力不懈
這樣的她經過多少年的努力才能得到一個去日本發展的機會
藏族問題、中日關係這些湊在一起,她的決定也曾受過不少非難吧
但她卻獨排眾議,堅強、勇敢、有毅力
我喜歡這女孩,欣賞她的才華,更欣賞她的品質
我愛上她這清徹的歌聲,可以引起我心靈的迴響

大家可以先看下她的介紹片=v+
我就是看這片之後,被她現場唱的明日讚歌給深深地打動了
想知道更多她家鄉的事,可以再看下面這個節目=v=
 
她和韓紅合唱的天路
軍裝打扮看得出她就算不包裝也是天生麗質
她獨唱的天路
 
 
最近另外一位最近的風雲人物,Susan Boyle小姐
夢想成為職業歌手47年,她終於得到他人注意
其實她的歌真的很有感染力
這首cry me a river來得比i dreamed a dream更動人
 
堅持不懈,金子始終會發光
只要你是真金的話

advanced msn technique

okay..... I have to paste it here or I will forget about it and keep a broken link for 3 more years =w=

 

放牛娃,2006年2月18日1、由于msn space最近有较大的更新,所以好多朋友发现原来加入 PowertToy的方法不再起作用了。也就是『Tweak UI』自定义,播放器『Windows Media Player』,置顶『Custom Html』用原来的方法不再适用了。仔细看了一下发现,其实变化主要在路经上。

现在想加入以上模块,只要在登陆的状态下,在地址栏的地址后面添加:&powertoy=musicvideo 播放器;&powertoy=tweakomatic 『Tweak UI』空间自定义;&powertoy=sandbox 『Custom HTML』,解决日志置顶。
举例:我的msn space 在登陆状态下,地址栏的地址为:http://spaces.msn.com/jalor/?_c02_owner=1 那么我要加入播放器,只要在此地址后面加入&powertoy=musicvideo 即可。变为http://spaces.msn.com/jalor/?_c02_owner=1&powertoy=musicvideo回车。然后再自定义里面添加播放器即可,具体设置请看space标签系列。

2、让msn space中轻松播放flash
只要将flash文件的扩展名后缀.swf 改为.wmv 或者 .wma 。然后上传到自己的网路空间里,再将其地址加入到播放器里面 便轻松播放了。

Og Mandino Quotes part II

(con't)

 

  • Keep work and family separate.
  • Laugh and your life will be lengthened for this is the great secret of long life.
  • Laugh at goodness and it will thrive and abound.
  • Laugh at the world.
  • Laugh at your failures and they will vanish in clouds of new dreams.
  • Laugh at your successes and they will shrink to their true value.
  • Laugh at yourself for man is most comical when he takes himself too seriously.
  • Leave your problems at home.
  • Lift up a friend in need.
  • Lift your arms with thanks for this priceless gift of a new day.
  • Live this day as if it is your last. Seal up the container of life so that not one drop spills itself upon the sand.
  • Live this day as if it is your last.
  • Live today as if it is your last chance to prove your love and your greatness.
  • Look upon each obstacle as a lesson to be learned.
  • Look upon misfortune as opportunity in disguise.
  • Love the darkness because it shows you the stars.
  • Love will melt all hearts like the sun whose rays soften the coldest clay.
  • Love yourself!
  • Make every hour count and trade each minute only for something of value.
  • Make love your greatest weapon.
  • Make the hours ahead priceless!
  • Make this day the best day of your life.
  • Many face each obstacle in their path with fear and doubt and consider them as enemies, when in truth, these obstructions are friends and helpers.
  • Many succumb to despair and fail without realizing that they already possess all the tools needed to acquire great wealth.
  • Master your emotions so that each day will be productive.
  • Master your moods through positive action and when you master your moods you will control your destiny.
  • Meditation and prayer feeds the soul.
  • My desire to meet the world will overcome every fear I once knew, and I will be happier than I ever believed it possible to be in this world of strife and sorrow.
  • Nature knows not defeat.
  • Never allow yourself to become so important, so wise, so dignified, so powerful, that you forget how to laugh at yourself.
  • Never be satisfied with yesterday's accomplishments.
  • Never feel shame for trying and failing for he who has never failed is he who has never tried.
  • Never will I allow my heart to become small and bitter, rather I will share it and it will grow and warm the earth.
  • Never will I allow my mind to be attracted to evil and despair, rather I will uplift it with the knowledge and wisdom of the ages.
  • Never will I allow my soul to become complacent and satisfied, rather I will feed it with meditation and prayer.
  • Never will I labor to be happy; rather will I remain too busy to be sad.
  • Never will I overindulge the requests of my flesh, rather I will cherish my body with cleanliness and moderation.
  • Never will I scratch for excuses to gossip.
  • No longer shall my vocabulary include such words as cannot, unable, impossible, and quit.
  • No longer will I fail to call again tomorrow on he who meets me with hate today.
  • Obstacles are necessary for success.
  • Only a habit can subdue another habit.
  • Only action determines my value in the market place.
  • Only with laughter and happiness can I enjoy the fruits of my labor.
  • Only with laughter and happiness can you truly become a success.
  • People will always respond positively to joy and enthusiasm.
  • Persist and develop your skills as the mariner develops his, by learning to ride out the wrath of each storm.
  • Persist with the knowledge that each failure to sell will increase your chance for success at the next attempt.
  • Practice the art of patience for nature never acts in haste.
  • Put your uniqueness on display in the market place.
  • Rain cleanses the spirit.
  • Remember that as today's dead flower carries the seed of tomorrow's bloom so does today's sadness carry the seed of tomorrow's joy.
  • Remove from your vocabulary such words and phrases as quit, cannot, unable, impossible, out of the question, improbable, failure, unworkable, hopeless,
  • and retreat; for they are the words of fools.
  • Rewards are great if one succeeds but the rewards are great only because so few succeed.
  • Seek constantly to improve your manners and graces, for they are the sugar to which all are attracted.
  • Set goals for the day, the week, the month, the year, and your life.
  • Should you concern yourself over events which you may never witness? Should you torment yourself with problems that may never come to pass? No!
  • Tomorrow lies buried with yesterday, think of it no more.
  • Sleep in peace for you have not failed.
  • Small attempts, repeated, will complete any undertaking.
  • Smile and your digestion will improve.
  • So long as I can laugh, never will I be poor.
  • So long as there is breath in me, that long will I persist.
  • Strive for happiness and peace of mind.
  • Strive for happiness, to be loved and to love, and most important, to acquire peace of mind and serenity.
  • Strive to become better than you are.
  • Strong is he who forces his actions to control his thoughts.
  • Success comes to those willing to work a little bit harder than the rest.
  • Success will not wait.
  • Suffer me to know that all things shall pass.
  • The height of my goals will not hold me in awe though I may stumble often before they are reached.
  • The only difference between those who have failed and those who have succeeded lies in their habits.
  • The prizes of life are at the end of each journey, not near the beginning; and it is not given to me to know how many steps are necessary in order to reach my goal.
  • The problems of the market place will be left in the market place.
  • The slaughterhouse of failure is not my destiny.
  • There are good qualities in everyone.
  • There are lessons to be learned from failures.
  • There is no room in the market place for your family, nor is there room in your home for the market.
  • There is not time to hate, only time to love.
  • This day is all you have and these hours are now your eternity. Greet this sunrise with cries of joy as a prisoner who is reprieved from death.
  • This is the place.
  • This is the time.
  • This too shall pass.
  • Time teaches all things to him who lives forever, but I have not the luxury of eternity.
  • To conquer fear I must always act without hesitation and the flutters in my heart will vanish.
  • To enjoy success I must have happiness, and laughter will be the maiden who serves me.
  • To multiply your value you must multiply your actions.
  • To surpass the deeds of others is unimportant; to surpass your own deeds is all.
  • Today I begin a new life.
  • Today I shed my old skin which hath too long suffered the bruises of failure and the wounds of mediocrity.
  • Today I will multiply my value a hundredfold.
  • Today I will surpass every action which I performed yesterday.
  • Today you will be master of your emotions.
  • Today, I will act.
  • Tomorrow is the day reserved for the labor of the lazy.
  • Tomorrow lies buried with yesterday.
  • True wealth is of the heart, not of the purse.
  • Try again, make one more attempt to close with victory, and if that fails, make another.
  • Try, and try, and try again.
  • Understand and recognize the moods of others. Make allowances for their anger and irritation for they know not the secret of controlling their minds.
  • Unless you act you will perish in a life of failure, misery, and sleepless nights.
  • Unless you put your skills, mind, heart, and body to good use, you will stagnate, rot, and die.
  • Victory comes only after many struggles and countless defeats.
  • We must have the night to appreciate the day.
  • Weak is he who permits his thoughts to control his actions; strong is he who forces his actions to control his thoughts.
  • Welcome happiness for it enlarges your heart; endure sadness for it opens your soul.
  • What can take place before this sun sets which will not seem insignificant in the river of centuries?
  • What is success other than a state of mind?
  • When an act becomes easy through constant repetition, it becomes a pleasure to perform, and if it is a pleasure to perform, it is man's nature to perform it often.
  • When I am burdened with wealth I shall tell myself that this too shall pass.
  • When I am moved to praise, I will shout from the roofs.
  • When I am puffed with success I shall warn myself that this too shall pass.
  • When I am strangled in poverty I shall tell myself that this too shall pass.
  • When I am tempted to criticize, I will bite on my tongue.
  • When others cease their struggle, then mine will begin, and my harvest will be full.
  • When you are heavy with heartache console yourself that this too shall pass.
  • Where dry desert ends, green grass grows.
  • Where there are idle mouths I will listen not; where there are idle hands I will linger not; where there are idle bodies I will visit not.
  • Will my concern for this day not seem foolish ten years hence?
  • With each victory the next struggle becomes less difficult.
  • With love I will tear down the wall of suspicion and hate which they have built round their hearts, and in its place, I will build bridges so that my love may enter their souls.
  • Within you burns a flame which has been passed from generations uncounted,
  • and its heat is a constant irritation to your spirit to become better than you are, and you will.
  • Yesterday's joy will become today's sadness; yet today's sadness will grow into tomorrow's joy.
  • Yesterday's success will not lull me into today's complacency.
  • Yesterday is buried forever, think of it no more.
  • You are a unique creature.
  • You are here for a purpose and that purpose is to grow into a mountain, not to shrink to a grain of sand.
  • You are nature's greatest miracle.
  • You are rare, and there is value in all rarity; therefore, you are valuable.
  • You can accomplish far more than you have, and you will.
  • You can overcome seemingly impossible obstacles with ambition.
  • You have been given eyes to see and a mind to think.
  • You have but one life and life is naught but a measurement of time.
  • You have unlimited potential.
  • You may encounter failure at the thousandth step, yet success hides behind the next bend in the road. You will never know how close success lies unless you turn the corner.
  • You must fail often to succeed only once.
  • You must have objectives before your life will crystallize.
  • You must nurture your body and mind in order to fulfill your dreams.
  • You only have time to love.
  • You were conceived in love and brought forth with a purpose.
  • You will become great.
  • You won't know how close success is unless you turn the corner.

     

     

    Source Unknown

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    http://www.zealland.com/Treasure_Chest_Feb13-20,00.htm#

     

     

    (so you finished :)

    Hope you got something worthy, to your life.

  • Og Mandino Quotes

    I am pasting these words of wisdom here, for I don't want to miss them twice.
    I did some editing on the format for easy reading, please enjoy, my dear friends. : )
     
    (或者這真是給入世未深的死大學生看的,但儘管如此,那又怎樣?能早點遇上,是福氣;能現在遇上,也不太晚。努力把它看完吧,你會有得著的)
     
     

    Og Mandino Quotes

     

     

    • Act now. For now is all you have.
    • Action is the food and drink which will nourish my success.
    • Action will destroy your procrastination.
    • All men must stumble often to reach the truth.
    • All nature is a circle of moods and you are a part of nature and so, like the tides, your moods will rise; your moods will fall.
    • All your problems, discouragements, and heartaches are, in truth, great opportunities in disguise.
    • Always let your reach exceed your grasp.
    • Always raise your goals as soon as they are attained.
    • Always strive to make the next hour better than this one.
    • Always take another step. If that is to no avail take another, and yet another. One step at a time is not too difficult.
    • Any act with practice becomes easy.
    • Apply all of your efforts to become the highest mountain of all and strain your potential until it cries for mercy.
    • Avoid with fury the killers of time.
    • Bad habits must be destroyed and new furrows prepared for good seed.
    • Bathe me in good habits that the bad ones may drown.
    • Be happy.
    • Be hungry for success.
    • Be prepared to control whatever personality awakes in you each day.
    • Become master of yourself.
    • Begin now to accent your differences.
    • Beginning today, you can increase your accomplishments of yesterday by a hundredfold.
    • Bury doubt under faith.
    • Cherish each hour of this day for it can never return.
    • Chuckle and your burdens will be lightened.
    • Concentrate your energy on the challenge of the moment.
    • Confidence will take away your fear.
    • Consider each obstacle as a mere detour to your goal and a challenge to your profession.
    • Consider each obstacle as a mere detour to your goal.
    • Count your blessings today.
    • Cultivate the habit of laughter.
    • Destroy procrastination with action.
    • Dismember fear with confidence.
    • Do not allow yesterday's success to lull you into today's complacency, for this is the great foundation of failure.
    • Do not be satisfied with yesterday's accomplishments or indulge in self-praise for deeds which are too small to even acknowledge.
    • Do not commit the terrible crime of aiming too low.
    • Do not dwell on the past.
    • Do not judge a man on one meeting.
    • Do not listen to those who weep and complain, for their disease is contagious.
    • Do not make vain attempts to imitate others.
    • Do not permit the petty happenings of today to disturb you.
    • Do not think of yesterday or tomorrow.
    • Do not waste a moment mourning yesterday's misfortunes, yesterday's defeats, or yesterday's aches of the heart.
    • Drink every minute to its fill; savor its taste and give thanks.
    • Drive a bad habit from your life and replace it with one which will bring you closer to success.
    • Each day will be triumphant only when your smiles bring forth smiles from others.
    • Each failure to sell will increase your chances for success at your next attempt.
    • Each frown you meet only prepares you for the smile to come.
    • Each minute of today will be more fruitful than the hours of yesterday.
    • Your last must be your best.
    • Each misfortune you encounter will carry in it the seed of tomorrow's good luck.
    • Each nay I hear will bring me closer to the sound of yea.
    • Each rebuff is an opportunity to move forward; turn away from them, avoid them and you throw away your future.
    • Each struggle, each defeat sharpens your skills and strengthens your courage and your endurance.
    • Enjoy today's happiness today.
    • Failure does not course through your veins as you were not delivered into this world in defeat.
    • Failure no longer will be my payment for struggle.
    • Failure will never overtake you if your determination to succeed is strong enough.
    • For now you know one of the greatest principles of success; if you persist long enough you will win.
    • Forget the happenings of the day that is gone, whether they were good or bad, and greet the new sun with confidence that this will be the best day of your life.
    • Fulfill today's duties today.
    • Good habits are the key to all success.
    • Grant me compassion for weaknesses in others.
    • Grasp each minute of this day with both hands and fondle it with love for its value is beyond price.
    • Green grass grows where dry desert ends.
    • Greet the sunrise with cries of joy.
    • Happiness is the wine that sharpens the taste of the meal.
    • Have confidence that this will be the best day of your life.
    • I can accomplish far more than I have, and I will, for why would the miracle which produced me end with my birth? Why can I not extend that miracle to my deeds of today?
    • I consider poverty to be the mark of a lack of ability or a lack of ambition.
    • I have a choice and I will not let my life be fed to swine nor will I let it be ground under the rocks of failure and despair to be broken open and devoured by the will of others.
    • I have not time to hate, only time to love.
    • I need not wait for I have the power to choose my own destiny.
    • I shall live this day as if it is my last. And if it is not, I shall fall to my knees and give thanks.
    • I will acknowledge rewards for they are my due; yet I will welcome obstacles for they are my challenge.
    • I will be successful.
    • I will command, and I will obey mine own command.
    • I will do the work that a failure will not do.
    • I will encourage my friends and they will become brothers.
    • I will endure sadness for it opens my soul.
    • I will form good habits and become their slave.
    • I will greet this day with love in my heart.
    • I will greet this day with love, and I will succeed.
    • I will laud mine enemies and they will become friends.
    • I will laugh at evil and it will die untasted.
    • I will look on all things with love, and I will be born again.
    • I will love all mankind.
    • I will love all manners of men for each has qualities to be admired even though they may be hidden.
    • I will love myself.
    • I will love the ambitious for they can inspire me!
    • I will love the beautiful for their eyes of sadness; I will love the ugly for their souls of peace.
    • I will love the failures for they can teach me.
    • I will love the kings for they are but human; I will love the meek for they are divine.
    • I will love the rich for they are yet lonely; I will love the poor for they are so many.
    • I will love the young for the faith they hold; I will love the old for the wisdom they share.
    • I will persist until I succeed.
    • I will persist and I will win.
    • I will say it is done before the failure says it is too late.
    • I will talk when the failure remains silent.
    • I will think naught of my profession when I am in my home for this will dampen my love.
    • I will toil and I will endure.
    • I will walk where the failure fears to walk.
    • I will welcome happiness for it enlarges my heart.
    • I will work when the failure seeks rest.
    • If all things shall pass, why should I be of concern for today ?
    • If I delay, success will become betrothed to another and lost to me forever.
    • If I have no other qualities I can succeed with love alone.
    • If I persist, if I continue to try, if I continue to charge forward, I will succeed.
    • If I stumble I will rise, and my falls will not concern me.
    • If you bring joy, enthusiasm, brightness, and laughter to your customers, they will react with joy, enthusiasm, brightness, and laughter and your weather will produce a harvest of sales and a granary of gold for you.
    • If you feel depressed - sing!
    • If you feel fear, plunge ahead.
    • If you feel incompetent, remember past successes.
    • If you feel insignificant, remember your goals.
    • If you feel poverty, think of wealth to come.
    • If you feel sad - laugh.
    • If you must be a slave to habit, then be a slave to good habits.
    • If you persist long enough, you will win.
    • If you waste today, you destroy the last page of your life.
    • Ignore the obstacles at your feet and keep your eyes on the goals above your head.
    • In setting my goals, I will consider my best performance of the past and multiply it a hundredfold.
    • Increase your knowledge of mankind.
    • It pays to be persistent.
    • Just as love is my weapon to open the hearts of men, love is also my shield to repulse the arrows of hate and the spears of anger.
    • Just as nature made no provision for your body to tolerate pain neither has it made any provision for your life to suffer failure.

    (con't)

    2009年3月29~4月5日

    3月29日 (日)
    受不了了,終於配了眼鏡。之前一直光顧的那家店說螺絲鬆了,不能扭,我一直不太相信;這一天去了另一家,一下子就上緊了……可惡,那之前一星期為什麼我要過得那麼累?我真是太天真太易信人了啊。於是就在這一家配了,不過也只此一次吧,光顧它還說話帶刺,這樣的服務態度,大概也是說不愁生意,不需要我這個客人吧?晚上繼續畫廁紙人,方向有一點點微妙的改變,在憤世嫉俗中加了一條光明的小尾巴。
    是日廁紙人漫畫︰
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sinaoka/31760368
    http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e508c5a0100ccj3.html


    3月30日(一)
    由於上星期放了兩天假,上班一直很忙。下班之後,不知怎的就決定去圖書館借書,嗯,還是為了羊皮卷。之前查過那個叫og madino(大概如此)的作者著作列表,還沒發現哪本書像是叫羊皮卷,所以我懷疑所謂羊皮卷,其實就是他最大賣的那本the greatest salesman in the world。奇怪的是,明明這本書並沒有外借,但圖書館內中英文版都找不到……好吧,我又一次遇上失書了。申請追查失書什麼的,搞到六點半才走,回家挺累。
    借用白天時跟人聊天時說到的幾句「比加班更慘的是連續加班」畫廁紙人,好晚,畫完之後已經一時了。在tt.mop好歹有幾個回帖,令我感覺到還有一點點希望。
    是日漫畫︰
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sinaoka/31763694
    http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e508c5a0100ccxq.html

    3月31日(二)
    上午請了半天的假,經過此半天之後,我覺得對三年前那「難得的機會卻錯過了」感到多少釋然了。把握了,還得爭取,爭取了,還得努力,努力了,還得把握……如果本身的愛不夠、毅力不足、信念不堅定,哪來這麼多心力?邏輯上說,堅持才是勝利=不堅持就不會勝利=/=堅持就能勝力。嗯,其實只是很簡單的必要條件和足夠條件而已。
    自認為昨晚的廁紙人畫的是加班,很好懂,但居然看到有人說看不懂,令我大受打擊。顯然我是很在意那些不好的評價,並且會為之糾結。我還沒到那個能把握好「要懷疑自己多少、要相信自己多少」的心境;說不定我應該學村上神那樣天天長跑寧神。在心情動蕩之中周圍去打聽意見,浪費了很多時間。其實我知道(最少今天的我知道)打聽意見是挺多餘的,就好像那些舊時代的無聊相親,那些做中間人的會隨便推介幾個給你,但如果讓他們自己來選,他們卻不會這樣選。退一萬步,當一個人跟你說”你應該要更aaabbbcc”之後,就算你真的做到了”aaabbbccc”,他還會說”你應該eeefffggg”,永無休止。說到底,喜歡或不喜歡、有吸引力或沒吸引力,並不是這樣量化的東西,說不定人家一眼看就不喜歡,甚至看你背面就討厭你正面,不需要任何理由。但當你要問,人的正常反應都是硬挑些刺出來好證明自己是個很理智的人,是你本身不好不是他主觀。好了,舉個例吧,假如一隻貓問一隻兔子「我有什麼不好?」兔子說「你耳朵不夠長」然後貓整型把耳朵弄長了,結果會怎樣?結果,貓變成了四不像,但兔子依然看貓不順眼。
    反正就是這樣,這世界上沒那麼多理性可言。
    雖然如此,但我還是很容易受到影響。說到底當然是因為目標不對。當初選擇廁紙人,就是因為覺得它會比較易受到群眾的關注和歡迎,這種估計錯誤期待落空的絕望感遠遠大於作品不受歡迎本身。
    參考部份意見改了頭圖和尾圖,上了篇舊作,一天結束,三月結束。這個月共買了兩雙鞋子,我家已經再放不下了orz。
    是日漫畫︰
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sinaoka/31766382
    http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e508c5a0100cdcn.html


    2009年4日1日(三)
    還在繼續糾結不休,發洩式叫罵其實只是想得到隨便誰施捨一句支持。無聊的掙扎,沒意義的期望。事實上,任何同情都只能是短暫的,尤其是對我這種相信人的根本本質就是自私的資本主義社會受害者來說。很多人問,你畫這個的目的到底是什麼?是自己喜歡?還是想出名?拜託,哪有那麼單純的?當然是兼而有之。如果只是自己喜歡的話,哪用畫得那麼辛苦?哪用得著發上網?自己喜歡的東西自己躲著被窩中想著樂就行了,大腦遠比手來得萬能,不光會動還有配音。畫這個行為本身,哪怕是寫也是,就是為了抒發自己,同時尋求共識者;至於發上網就更不用說吧?讓別人也喜歡上自己喜歡的東西!尋找跟自己志趣相同的人!這是兩個概念合成一個命題,你問「想要自己喜歡?還是想要出名?」時已經把命題中的另一部份減去了,結果當然是兩者皆非。這不是貪心,這只是一個要求,不過這要求比較複雜而己。有一個經典要求比較近似,那就要「我想要一個我愛的也愛我的人」,然後,引申的問題就是「如果你得不到一個你愛他他也愛你的人,你會選一個你愛的?還是選一個愛你的?」很經典吧?
    好吧,於是那問題其實應該更改為「當別人都不喜歡你所喜歡的東西時,你怎麼辦?你選擇別人喜歡而自己不喜歡的東西?還是選擇別人不喜歡而自己喜歡的東西?」選擇跟「想要」是兩回事,選擇就是說兩害相權取其輕。於是這問題再引申為「別人喜歡和自己喜歡,到底哪個比較重要?」
    ………………那當然是自己喜歡最重要啊!於是我二話作出了選擇,畫了一篇叫「做自己」的。
    Ps,這天很多人開解過我鼓勵過我,特別感謝mimori,如果不是mimori提到「哪一樣更重要」,我大概還得在「我想要什麼?好像哪個都不是……又好像哪個都想要……」當中繞圈。
    是日的漫畫︰
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sinaoka/31769213
    http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e508c5a0100cdp5.html


    2009年4月2日(四)
    「做自己」是豁出去的意氣之作,可謂滿肚子抑鬱的一個宣洩口。可能因為身邊很多朋友都很想做自己卻又無法如願,所以這篇是廁紙人打出娘胎以來得到最多支持的一篇。哪怕是我自己,都覺得這篇很好看,很有感染力(那其他呢喂)。能得到別人的共嗚,自己內心的感動也是深刻的。
    但這樣一來,自己也苦惱了。之後要怎樣畫才能長期達到這效果呢?要更堅持個性?要說出大家心中想說的話?我心中並沒有底,所以我又再去了鑽牛角尖。於是這一晚,我一直改來改去改去改來……最後發出去的東西還是概念沒整理好、立場不清晰的亂。
    是日的漫畫︰
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sinaoka/31771979
    http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e508c5a0100ce1o.html


    2009年4月3日(五)
    心情大好的一天,具體原因我忘了,可能是因為辦公室環境好、天氣好,之類。這天下班比較晚,6點半都過了,但心情還是好。嗯,心情好就是好,做什麼都好。大概是4月1日那天決定的,等廁紙人畫滿了30篇,如果沒有什麼意料之外的急展開,就會轉而去畫生活趣事類,最少,跟某在出版社工作的朋友談過之後,我感覺要掌握生活趣事類並不難……最少比用廁紙人去搞笑容易多了= =。這件事是很吊詭的,一開始選廁紙人是因為他們造型獨特易記,但原來這並不是galgame、人設是不重要的……我應該拿廁紙人去做galgame嗎?(笑)
    總之,因為這樣,昨天和今天就想生活趣事的主角應該怎樣造型……這不還是在做人設麼!不是說人設不重要麼!
    總之,一切都很吊詭……
    是日的漫畫︰
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sinaoka/31775106
    http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e508c5a0100ced9.html


    2009年4月4日(六)(清明節)
    居然已經09年4月,回過神來時我對於時間飛逝感到深深不滿。星期五晚上去取了新配的眼鏡,但去得太晚,根本沒有好好調,結果又是看得淚流滿臉。這時我發現其實舊的眼鏡用起來也沒什麼不好……我到底為什麼要在這種手緊的季節花那個錢呢?我又到底是從什麼時候開始把自己的儲備都花光的呢?我都忘了,才四月初,說不定我要考慮帶飯了。
    這天阿姨和表妹遠道而來,於是和她們出去逛。先去信和轉了個圈,之後吃過譚仔,再繼續陪表妹戰旺中。譚仔的麻辣挺香挺辣,但始終不是川味,所以雖然挺好吃,卻沒有川王那致命的吸引力。表妹到最後買了一整套熊貓衫化身熊貓,非常萌,哎呀,為什麼我年輕時都不知道還有這種東西呢(因為你宅)。本來我已經不想花錢,卻因為買一送一的關係買了件熊貓圍巾……
    於是我開始想……下一套漫畫的主角用樹熊?還是用熊貓?這是個問題。
    十時才回到家,所以簡簡單單地挑了面紙來做題材,因為構圖簡單,所以十一時多就畫完了,相當滿足。
    晚上表妹還在不眠不休地看草泥馬之歌……草泥馬之歌是很可愛很萌,但香港有些人借草泥馬之名卻完全搞不懂草泥馬的萌點還把它和delay xx more混為一談,真是污衊了神獸的堅強和不屈的精神。
    是日漫畫︰
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sinaoka/31778850
    http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e508c5a0100ceof.html


    2009年4月5日(日)
    為什麼最近都在做怪夢呢?唔,很古怪,貌似跟一堆人在搞什麼活動,之後很多人坐在長桌上開會,然後有人說你這樣做得不錯嗯嗯嗯……啊啊啊,我是多麼的渴望讚美(拖)。
    陪表妹她們出去買點東西,之後吃過下午茶(北海道活壽司,嗯,挺抵食),送他們去乘車。兩天的假日又飛快地過去。我好想放假啊啊啊!過去一星期每晚都2時才睡每天只得5小時到星期六日也才7小時我辛苦啊啊啊!辛辛苦苦才變回光滑的臉上長痘了啊啊!
    是日漫畫︰
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sinaoka/31782345
    http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e508c5a0100ceyj.html

    是日其他
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sinaoka/31782407
    http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e508c5a0100ceym.html

     

     

    Beautiful World

    我喜歡這首歌可能只是因為太好聽……
    聽起來超感動的>w<
    在今天之前,其實我聽了這歌一年只聽出這句
    "もしも願い一つだけ叶うなら
    君の側で眠らせて どんな場所でもいいよ"
    嗯,這就夠了(喂
     
     
    歌名:Beautiful World
    演唱:宇多田 光

    It's only love

    ※もしも願い一つだけ叶うなら
    君の側で眠らせて どんな場所でもいいよ
    Beautiful world
    迷わず君だけを見つめている
    Beautiful boy
    自分の美しさ まだ知らないの※

    It's only love

    寝ても覚めても少年マンガ
    夢見てばっか 自分が好きじゃないの

    何が欲しいか分からなくて
    ただ欲しがって ぬるい涙が頬を伝う

    言いたいことなんか無い
    ただもう一度会いたい
    言いたいこと言えない
    根性無しかもしれない
    それでいいけど

    (※くり返し)

    It's only love

    どんなことでもやってみて
    損をしたって 少し経験値上がる

    新聞なんかいらない
    肝心なことが載ってない
    最近調子どうだい?
    元気にしてるなら
    別にいいけど

    僕の世界消えるまで会えぬなら
    君の側で眠らせて どんな場所でも結構
    Beautiful world
    儚く過ぎて行く日々の中で
    Beautiful boy
    気分のムラは仕方ないね

    もしも願い一つだけ叶うなら
    君の側で眠らせて

    Beautiful world...